mr chew(band conductor) wants to give up on us...he haf been saying tis for the urm...lost count..he say we give him attitude la tis la that la..we always dun haf full attendance la ...blah blah...seriously speaking, i haf NEVER taken his words for real(that he wants to step down) so i just happy-go-lucky everytime i go for band practices...today he finally marked his word and left us with nothing...he took back all his sorces and we r back to square one..or even worst than that..WE HAF NO CONDUCTOR NOW...ms charlene seah said that it is impossible to get back our old conductor..the leaders(alvin,selina,aisyah and liyan)stood at the front and reprimanded the whole band...weilun 's button got something wrong wif the string so i helped him to hold the thing in place while he try to fix it ...then out of the sudden..Aisyah spoke: U don't seem to care right,Priscilia?
then i like stunned~..stare back at her..then she say again in front of the whole band: Right,Priscilia??
i totally blanked out and dunno wat to say...i haf thought over it very carefully le..tis is wat i've got to say...
"I am sorry if i look like i don't give a damn out of this whole thing because right from the beginning, i have never ever taken this to be my problem..I felt that since i am not in the Ex-co of the band..i can't really do much to help savage this issue. I thought that you guys(leaders) will know how to handle the problem on your own. And that i don't have to worry about anything hence..i don't seem to care about this..I am sorry if i am naive to think that this is just a small thing, and not to be worried by it. I shouldn't have taken this lightly right from the start. Hope that you will forgive me and understand how i feel..."--->dedicated to Aisyah
Well..after thinking so much..i finally felt soo.....soo....urm.....soo dumb!..I can't help to solve tis prob yet i am sitting there playing happily with my junior..acting as if nothing had ever happen...i thought that the rainbow always appear after the heavy storm...
6:47 PM
catch a little raindrop
